I've been home only a few months now, and it's really finally clicking I am raising a whole human being... and I couldn't be happier waiting for my baby boy to wake up and give me that precious smile knowing he is loved by both his parents.
We get to know something new about our boy each day. It's so amazing to watch a piece of you turning into their own person and you see your attributes and your partner's characterizations and it's like wow... you're really here. Existing, living, and growing bigger & smarter by the day. You start to think, I've got to be better for him...
I want better, for him... THE BEST FOR HIM!
His features change more & more each day. His coos are turning into goo goo's & ga ga's, and I swear I heard him say Ma Ma just the other day... I could be rushing things here but LET ME HAVE THIS !
Anyway, I think the world of him... my Zion. He's my little genius...
My future president...
Or NBA star...
Or Dr. Greene...
Or anything he wants to be, because I know he will be great.
My family, his father's family are all obsessed with him. He's the cutest little butterball that is far from little and screams his head off when he's hungry. That's how I know he's my son because after his bottle he's so happy. In other words, feed me and we ain't got no problems! That's my boy! Everytime he hollers now I'm rushing for that bottle like "Okay Okay, I understand boo boo."
At this point in my life I just feel so blessed. Everyone who has come over falls in love with him and showers him with love. My mother literally wants to buy him the world. I'm still in 'Mommy Mode' but I know it's about that time for me to get back to doing what I love and use this time I have off to my advantage; but for now I'm just happy being at home to witness every single moment my baby has.
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